The Twenty-third Paragraph

You have only one reward: God himself. When God asked Saint Thomas Aquinas: “You have written well of me, Thomas; what reward do you desire?” Saint Thomas replied, “Only you, Lord.” (Cardinal Van Thuan, Five Loaves and Two Fish)

Reflection

Let nothing trouble you.
Let nothing scare you,
all is fleeting,
God alone is unchanging.
Patience
everything obtains.
Who possesses God
nothing wants.
God alone suffices. (St. Theresa of Avila)

The Twenty-second Paragraph

Have one way of becoming holy: the grace of God and your will to live by grace (cf. 1 Cor 15:10). God will never be lacking with his grace; but is your will strong enough? (Cardinal Van Thuan, Five Loaves and Two Fish)

Reflection

Rather than an abandonment of will, trusting in God’s grace is a full act of the will. In fact it is the fullest human act possible.

The Twenty-first Paragraph

Have only one important objective: your duty. It is not important if it is large or small, because when you do your duty you are collaborating with the Heavenly Father, who has determined that this is the work that you alone must do to carry out his plan in history (cf. Lk 2:49, Jn 17:4). Many people invent complicated ways of practicing virtue and then they complain how difficult it is, but doing your duty is the most certain and simplest path of virtue you can follow. (Cardinal Van Thuan, Five Loaves and Two Fish)

Reflection

Cardinal Van Thuan is submitting for our consideration an awareness of the asceticism of the daily. We do not need to be hermits perched on mountain-tops to develop virtue and encounter God; we just need to be attentive to our daily responsibilities and duties. Here and today God is present; I just need to do what I am supposed to do and I will encounter Him. Found in this asceticism is a basic trust in God’s plan.

The Twentieth Paragraph

Have one “magna carta”: the Beatitudes (Mt 5:3-12). Jesus proclaimed them in the Sermon on the Mount. Live according to them and you will experience a happiness which you will then communicate to all whom you meet. (Cardinal Van Thuan, Five Loaves and Two Fish)

Reflection

The Beatitudes are the charter document of our true citizenship. As we live by the vision of the
Beatitudes we give witness to where our ultimate citizenship resides: the Kingdom of God. In this living of the Beatitudes we become salt and light for others. “And as we let our own light shine we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same…” (Nelson Mandela)

The Ninteenth Paragraph

You have only one moment which is the most beautiful: the present moment (cf. Mt 6:34, Jas 4:13-15). Live it completely in the love of God. If your life is built up like a large crystal from millions of such beautiful moments, it will be a wonderfully beautiful life. Do you see how easy it is? (Cardinal Van Thuan, Five Loaves and Two Fish)

Reflection

Our tendency is to either rush into the future or dwell in the past. It is a discipline to appreciate the present moment and this discipline must be cultivated and worked at but with the maturation of this discipline in our lives comes a fuller awareness of and gratitude for reality as it is and also the gifts of hope, joy and wonder at it all.

At this point an excerpt from the reflection by St. Gregory of Nyssa in today’s Office of Readings (Monday, Fifth Week of Easter) is insightful. The saint is reflecting on living in the awareness of the resurrection of Christ.

‘This is the day the Lord has made’ – a day far different from those made when the world was first created and which are measured by the passage of time. This is the beginning of a new creation. On this day, as the prophet says, God makes a new heaven and a new earth. What is the this new heaven? you may ask. It is the firmament of our faith in Christ. What is this new earth? A good heart, a heart like the earth, which drinks up the rain that falls on it and yields a rich harvest.

The Eighteenth Paragraph

Your only food: “The Father’s will (Jn 4:34); that is, you live and grow by the will of God. Your actions proceed from the will of God. The will of God is like food which makes you live strongly and happily; if you live apart from the will of God, you will die. (Cardinal Van Thuan, Five Loaves and Two Fish)

Reflection

To seek the will of God in ones life is fundamentally to seek the face of Christ. Christ is the icon of the Father’s will and to gaze on Christ is to encounter and learn the contours, the shading and the edge of God’s will. “Have I been with you for so long a time and you still do not know me, Philip? Whoever has seen me has seen the Father … Believe me that I am in the Father and the Father is in me…” (Jn 14:9-12).

The Seventeenth Paragraph

There is only one truly important thing: “Mary chose the better part” when she sat at the Lord’s feet (Lk 10:41-42). If you are not living an interior life, if Jesus is not the very life and soul of your activities then…. You fully understand the consequences of such living and so there is no need for me to repeat them here. (Cardinal Van Thuan, Five Loaves and Two Fish)

Reflection

Joy is the surest indicator of the presence of God. And where there is joy there is found hope. Conduct a fearless moral inventory: When has joy been present in your life and why? When has joy been absent in your life and why?

The Sixteenth Paragraph

For your apostolate use the one most effective means: personal contact. With this you enter into the lives of others, you understand them and love them. Personal relationships are more effective than preaching and writing books. Contact between people and “heart to heart” exchanges will be the secret of your perseverance and your success. (Cardinal Van Thuan, Five Loaves and Two Fish)

Reflection

An Italian friend of mine once remarked, “You Americans seriously underestimate the power and importance of friendship.” We so focus on our projects, programs, calendars and meetings in order “to make a difference and do something meaningful” that we run right past the abundant opportunities present everyday in personal contact. Because of this life easily becomes frayed and narrowed.

Life is enriched and hope is found in the gift of personal contact with another. It is, after all, how Jesus and the apostles carried out their ministry and proclamation of the Kingdom.

The Fifteenth Paragraph

There is only one thing lacking: “Go home and sell all that belongs to you; give it to the poor, and so the treasure you have shall be in heaven; then come back and follow me” (Mk 10:21). You have to make up your mind once and for all. Our Lord wants volunteers free from other attachments. (Cardinal Van Thuan, Five Loaves and Two Fish)

Reflection

Before we start carting all of our possessions out front for a yard sale it might be good to reflect on a more immediate interpretation of this passage from Mark’s gospel.

“Go home,” – go within; into the most fundamental part of who you are, the Imago Dei, and here encounter the presence of God speaking to your soul.

“…sell all that belongs to you,” – let go of all your illusions, hurts, prides and prejudices – all the things we cling to because we believe we have to, all the things that block us from the truth of who we are.

“…give it to the poor,” – take all the time, all the energy, all the attention wrapped up in these private illusions and give it away, give it to the poor. Don’t just let it go, do something positive with it – give it away.

“…so the treasure you have shall be in heaven,” – begin to live not by the illusions of the world but by the truth of God’s Kingdom.

“…then come back and follow me,” – Christ wants followers free from all other attachments and the setting free must begin in our very selves.

The Fourteenth Paragraph

Cherish one desire: “Thy kingdom come; Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven” (Mt 6:10), so that throughout the earth all nations will know God as he is known in heaven; so that on this earth everyone will begin to love one another as in heaven; so that also on this earth there will be the beatitude that there is in heaven. Make the effort to spread this desire. Begin now to bring the happiness of heaven to everyone in this world. (Cardinal Van Thuan, Five Loaves and Two Fish)

Reflection

As Cardinal Van Thuan reminds us; the desire to both know and live by God’s will begins now, not tomorrow, in the encounters and opportunities which I have today. As we strive to live our own lives according to God’s will then the sincerity and honest integrity of this striving will help to ignite desire to know God’s will in the hearts of others. As we tend our own fires of seeking to know God’s will; we help pass on the spark of light to others.