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Christian life, Christianity, discipleship, faith, hope, Jesus, Mt. 14:22-33
My friends, there is a simple truth found in today’s gospel that is worthy of our reflection.
We are told that the disciples are in the boat in the middle of the night and are being tossed about by the waves of the sea. The disciples are caught in fear and dread. Our Lord comes towards them walking on the water. Jesus calls to them and tells them to not be afraid and in response Peter cries, “Lord, if it is you, command me to come to you on the water.”
“Command me.”
Peter does not say, “Lord, calm the sea.”. Peter does not say, “Lord, take away this storm.” Nor does Peter remain in the little safety of the boat, waiting for the Lord to arrive. Peter says, “command me to come to you on the water.” Peter (in his cry to the Lord, in his prayer) is asking for the grace to look beyond the crashing waves, to move beyond the limits of his own fear and to have the faith to walk towards Jesus on the water.
This is the truth – there will be storms in life, there will be struggles and pain and doubt. We will know fear and uncertainty. The waves of life can be strong, high and crushing and it might even seem like everything is going to be lost. The temptation in such moments is to pray to God to take away the storm, to calm the waters and to right whatever is the wrong that we are facing. But is that the right prayer?
The prayer that Peter made was not to take away the storm but to have the faith to walk through the storm, the faith to keep his eyes on Jesus even in the midst of the storm. The gospel gives no indication that the sea calmed while Peter walked on the water. The waves still crashed but Peter did walk on the water and when his faith faltered, Jesus was there to lift him up and save him.
My friends, the right prayer may not always be “Lord, take this storm away. Take away this struggle. Take away my fear.” The right prayer may be, “Lord, give me the faith to walk through this storm trusting that you walk with me and that you are with me to protect me.”
“Lord, if it is you, command me to come to you on the water.”
