Near the end of his little book, “Obedience” Cardinal Cantalamessa reflects on an expression found throughout Scripture that is very dear to God. “Here I am.” These words are dear to God because they are an expression of an obedience rooted in love (imagine a parent walking into a home and calling out to his or her child, “Where are you?” and the child, playing in the back room, simply responding “Here I am”). It is a simple automatic connection of love, relationship and obedience and it is through all of this that God is able to do great things.
To continue Cardinal Cantalamessa’s thought – Abraham responded, “Here I am” and God made him the father of faith and brought forth from him innumerable descendants – as many as the stars in the sky. Moses said, “Here I am” and through him God was able to set his people free and lead them to the promised land. The young Samuel did not fully understand at first but after being instructed by the elder Eli answered, “Here I am” and God made of him a great prophet who would anoint David as king. Isaiah said, “Here I am” and through his writings we are given the beautiful imagery of the coming Messiah as the one who would bring forth God’s reign and also be the suffering servant. We are told that the word of God came to John the Baptist in the desert and his, “Here I am” was his willingness to go forth and proclaim the coming of God’s Kingdom even to the point of giving his life. Mary, the mother of our Lord, said, “Here I am” when she responded to Gabriel’s message by saying, “Behold, I am the handmaid of the Lord. May it be done to me according to your word.” Jesus’ whole life, every aspect of his being, was, “Here I am” to the Father’s will. He took this loving response to the call of the Father to the level of the infinite and through that he won salvation for all.
The life of every Christian should be lived as an expression of these simple words, “Here I am”.
We talk about the season of Advent being both a time of waiting and of hope. How are the two connected? Here is a thought.
The waiting of Advent is not a passive thing. As Christians we are not just sitting, twiddling our thumbs waiting on the Master’s return. The waiting of Advent is an active waiting.
It is said that a large part of success in life is the willingness to just show up. It may sound simple but it is a key ingredient in success and accomplishment. Being willing to “show up” is saying, “Here I am” to God and to neighbor. We show up to God when we value our relationship with Him – when we take the time to pray, when we give priority and value to worship and adoration of God. We show up when we strive to both learn and live by God’s teachings for us through Scripture and Tradition. We show up when we are obedient to God’s will for us. We are that child in the back room playing and we should easily and automatically in love respond, “Here I am” when our loving Father calls out for us.
We respond, “Here I am” to our neighbor when we also show up for them. We show up when we strive to be fully present to the other person – spouse, child, parent, neighbor, stranger. We show up to our neighbor when we desire and choose to live the particular vocation God has called each one of us to. We show up when we live our commitments and responsibilities in life. It is the mature thing to do and there is no substitute.
This willingness to just show up, to say, “Here I am” is the active waiting of Advent and it is connected to hope.
Hope is a theological virtue in our Christian understanding. Part of being a theological virtue means that the source of this virtue is God. We – on our own – cannot make hope, we cannot contrive it. Hope is a gift from God that is only received by living in right relationship with God. We cannot make hope but we can live our lives in such a manner as to be open to receive this most precious of gifts. We can make the choice to live in a way that opens our hearts to this gift, that will allow this gift to take root in our lives and to bear fruit and then, our lives, can be a witness of hope in our world.
The active waiting of Advent is living is such a manner as to receive hope. Responding, “Here I am” is allowing hope to take root within us. Just showing up is the willingness to live in hope.
The waiting of Advent is active, in fact, it is probably the most active thing we could ever do. It is the willingness to say, “Here I am”. It is the desire to just show up.
Scholars suggest that by the time Luke composed his gospel the temple had already been destroyed. This grand edifice, seemingly unmovable, adorned with costly stones that people were admiring in this passage was, by the time of Luke setting quill to parchment, just a heap of ruins. It demonstrates how quickly things can change and also how little we really know about what will happen tomorrow. We like to think we are in charge … but we are not.
One of the truths revealed in today’s gospel (Lk. 15:1-10) is that our God is not a God content to let people remain anonymous. The shepherd goes out in search of the lost sheep because that one sheep truly matters to him. The woman turns the house over searching for the lost coin because that coin is of real concern to her. We are of concern to God. We are not alone in a vast universe governed by random chance. We do not have a God who does not care. God is willing to seek each one of us out, willing to even enter the darkness of sin and death, to find us and then rejoice in the finding!
It is not just what we say but it is also how we say it that is important. This is one of the many lessons I have learned from St. John Paul II. Like so many others I have found great insight and wisdom in the writings of Pope John Paul II. I first began to read the writings of this holy man during my time of seminary studies and his writings continue to inspire and challenge me to this day. John Paul II certainly pointed out and challenged the errors and falsehoods of his time but he never fell into nor immersed himself in negativity and I believe that this is an important point. St. John Paul II was always willing to point out the good in culture and in the world. He did this time and again in his writings just as much as he challenged falsehoods. This ability to recognize the good gives his writings and teachings an authenticity that others are often not able to achieve. 
Here are a few lines from the song “Awake My Soul” by Mumford and Sons.
You may be aware that World Youth Day is occurring in Krakow, Poland. World Youth Day is a gathering of the Church’s youth and young adults for days of catechesis, worship and prayer. The event culminates on Sunday with a Papal Mass. Pope Francis is in Krakow with the world’s young people. I have been viewing different images via social media from the gathering but what has struck me most is a six minute video of Pope Francis visiting the concentration camp at Auschwitz and taking some private moments of prayer in the cell which housed St. Maximillian Kolbe before his death. St. Maximillian Kolbe was a Catholic priest who volunteered his own life in order to let another prisoner live who was a husband and father. The video, which is all in silence, is almost surreal. (I have posted the video on our parish Facebook page.)
Pope Francis arrives simply at the cell as is his wont. He first peers into the darkened cell then steps in. A chair is brought in and the Holy Father sits and we are given this amazing image of the successor to St. Peter clad in white sitting in a darkened cell with his head bowed in prayer in this place of unimaginable horror.
“Who do the crowds say that I am?” “Who do you say that I am?” These questions of our Lord have continued down through history ever since he first asked them to that small group of followers. Every age has to pick up the question and find the answer. Every disciple has to answer the question and, I think, even in the life of disciple the answer shifts as we come to know more and more who Jesus is. (I know that it has for me.)
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