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There are two scenes in the movie “Risen” that build upon one another. Both scenes involve the Roman tribune Clavius who has been assigned to investigate the empty tomb of Christ.
The first scene takes place right after the crucifixion at which Clavius was present. On the evening of that day, the tribune encounters Pontius Pilate in the baths. Pilate, I believe, can be viewed as an embodiment of worldly and pragmatic cunning throughout this film. After confirming that the Nazarene had been executed and buried, Pilate waxes, “One does what one must.” “I don’t wish the mantle you wear,” responds Clavius. “Spare me,” says Pilate, “it is your path too. Your ambition is noticed. Where do you hope it will lead?” “Rome,” replies the tribune looking off into his own thoughts. Pilate’s eyes arch, “And?” “Position, power …” reflects Clavius. Pilate presses, “Which brings?” “…wealth, a good family, someday a place in the country.” “What will you find?” asks Pilate. “An end of travail … a day without death … peace.” asserts the tribune. “All that for peace,” muses Pilate, “Is there no other way?”
The second scene occurs at the Lake of Galilee. It is night. The disciples are all asleep. Clavius notices the risen Lord apart and watching the night sky. Clavius approaches and sits down beside Jesus. “I don’t even know what to ask,” he finally admits. The Lord, now intent on his visitor, says, “Speak your heart.” “How can I reconcile all this with the world I know?” “With your own eyes you have seen,” responds the Lord, “yet still you doubt? Imagine the doubt of those who have never seen. That’s what they face. What frightens you?” “Being wrong,” answers Clavius, “wagering eternity.” “Well then, know him,” invites the Lord. Clavius is troubled and goes on to confess, “When you died. I was present. I helped.” “I know,” forgives the Lord placing his hand on the tribune’s shoulder. “What is it you seek Clavius?” inquires the risen Lord as he then goes on to say, “Certainty … peace … a day without death?” Clavius gasps, his eyes widen and he is met by the full gaze of Christ and our Lord smiles. The tribune weeps; his heart and his pain have been recognized … and answered.
Clavius was a man fully versed in war and its politics. He was a man of action and hard fought experience. Yet, he was war and violence weary and this becomes more and more apparent as the film progresses. The question asked by Pilate, “All that for peace? Is there no other way?” settles in the heart of the tribune just as the mystery about the Nazarene and his empty tomb begins to grow. Clavius meets the risen Lord whom he, with his own eyes, had seen executed. All is thrown upside down as Clavius is met head on with the answer to his question, “How can I reconcile all this with the world I know?” He cannot. The risen Lord is the truth and therefore the world as he had known it is not. The resurrection of the Nazarene changes everything.
In Clavius, we see our world and our society. We are war and violence weary. We yearn for a day without death. How many more wars and battles? How many more acts of random and senseless violence? How much more political and social media posturing that goes nowhere and does nothing? How much more division and an unwillingness to listen? How much more fear? How much more death? I think it safe to say that along with the beleaguered tribune we also are done. Enough! We just want a day without death.
Our Lord is looking at us. He asks us the same question, “What is it you seek?” We need to be honest. It is the answer we have known all along. The world as we know it, the world we have constructed, the world with its answers that we so often choose to go by even as Christians is not working. The wars, violence and posturing – and even those given in rebuttal – are not leading to answers. They are not leading to peace.
The risen Lord is looking at us. “What is it you seek?” Lord, have mercy and forgive our unbelief! Help us to be honest and help us to find and live the only true answer – which is you. Give us the strength of conviction and courage to let go of all we think is true (the world as we know it) but, in fact, is not. As Clavius followed the joy-filled disciples to Galilee, he stripped off his garments of the tribune. He let go of that false identity. Help us to also let go of those “truths as we know them” that are in fact not truth and that only deaden and divide. You alone are truth; please clean us of all that is not true.
Our Lord is looking at us. We are so violence and war weary.
“What is it you seek?” We want a day without death.
God, grant us the courage to live the answer.
For close to a year now I have been volunteering at the wolf habitat in Bays Mountain Park in Kingsport, TN. The wolf habitat has been around for a few decades and currently is home to ten wolves. When my schedule allows, I go to assist with the feeding of the wolves which occurs twice a week. We do not go inside the enclosure but rather toss the food in. It is only the naturalists who can go in with the wolves and even then only under the strictest guidelines.
Like the whole nation I gasped when I saw the video of the little boy in the enclosure with the gorilla. Sadly, I have also watched as the ensuing social media debate has seemed to devolve to either “team human” or “team animal” as if those are the only two options and that they have to be opposing by nature. Can we just be okay with acknowledging the tragedy all around and leave it at that? It is tragic that the child fell into the enclosure and could have been seriously harmed. It is tragic that the zookeepers (the very people who knew, cared for and protected the gorilla) had to make a gut-wrenching and quick decision that I know I would not want to have to make. It is tragic that the gorilla was shot and killed. It is easy for everyone else not there – now after a continuous loop of the video has been played and scrutinized by the media for days – to be an arm-chair quarterback. The reality of the situation was not easy; it was tragic. Sadly, life is sometimes tragic.
After twenty-one years of priesthood, I had a stunning theological realization as I reflected on this Sunday’s gospel (Lk. 9:11b-17) of our Lord’s feeding of the multitude with some fish and some bread. This was the Church’s first potluck meal! We bring a little bit of this, we bring a little bit of that and somehow we feed the multitude! If a person wants a scriptural warrant for the potluck, here it is!
Today we celebrate Trinity Sunday and as Church we reflect for a moment on the greatest of mysteries – God is a communion of persons – Father, Son and Holy Spirit. Here it is most helpful to remember the Christian understanding of mystery: mystery is not a puzzle to be figured out and then set aside but rather a reality to be lived and as we live the reality we, ourselves, are brought to deeper understanding. On our own accord we cannot reason our way to the Trinity. The Trinity is the ultimate truth both revealed and given and it is in living in this truth that we come to be grasped by it. Our faith affirms that the best way to live within the truth of the Trinity (to be grasped and moved by the mystery) is the way of love.
In looking at my Facebook feed this weekend I have been reminded that we are in the midst of graduation season. Picture after picture of smiling graduates, at all levels, all across the country… We certainly celebrate with graduates and congratulate them on what they have achieved. But it is worthwhile to also note that behind every graduate stands dedicated teachers – men and women who often selflessly work for the good of their students.
One take away that I have gained from Amoris Laetitia is to pay attention to the little things because they do matter. Like many people, I am seeking to follow the Holy Father’s recommendation and read the exhortation a little at a time in order to reflect as I go. I am doing my best to obey the pope in this regard and I have found that the document does lend itself to this style of reflective reading.
It is interesting to note what strikes us and what we notice when we journey yet again through a liturgical season through which we have already traversed each year of our lives. My experience has taught me that each year is different and that there are new challenges and new insights gained. This liturgical season of Easter is no different.
There are many images of ordained priesthood that operate in our Church today – the priest as sacramental minister, the priest as co-worker with the bishop, the priest as pastor, the priest as leader of the worshipping community. These are some of the more “official” images of priesthood but there are others, I have come to realize, that can often operate in the hearts and minds of both priests and laity alike. The priest as administrator and builder operating the parish with efficient ease! The priest as superhero stomping out evil with his superpowers. (I have seen many a vocation poster/image along this line and I have to admit I find it rather silly to say the least.) The priest as shaman battling dark forces behind the scenes by the use of ancient languages and rituals. The priest as philosopher or wisdom figure enlightening the masses with his erudite thought. Are there times when a priest does have to head a building project and administrate a parish? Yes, certainly. There are also times when a priest has to wade through the darkness of sin and evil in life and I hope that at least every now and then the priest does offer something worthwhile for people to consider. All this is to say that there are many images surrounding the priest – some official and some not-so-official yet held in different hearts.
So much of the Christian life seems to be about “going out”. We are called to go out to proclaim the good news. We go out to share Christ’s love. We go out to serve others. This is good and authentic to our faith and it is the mandate that Christ has given us as Church to proclaim the good news to the ends of the earth.